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by Andrew Aulino
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We knew a cataract of ice

across a cellar hidden in the woods, 

and a girl's voice who broke and slipped it through,

                         cold water that filled her lungs and intestine,

                                                               the skin made winter.  
                      You could always

see the dark lily-thing in the water then. The she. 

                                                                    Sometimes,

she saw you back; she had pale eyes.  

The ice whispered, sticks broke,

                    each action was quiet and single. Privacy became

privation, then deprivation.

Each of us had our ponds

                or made ponds of ourselves and

                     what was in them was gone.

                                     We had our little bodies,

our lily-things, 

whether wrapped up in lining of an old coat

                                or on some they-can-never-see-

                                                              -it papers.

   Does any of it see us back

                                       with the same oblique intelligence

                                                          as the eyes in the water?

I  try to pinch the thought

                                                     of her  through an ice-cataract.

                                                                            But the memory is fragile,

a breath will vaporize the surface, and

   what it holds 

                                         can freeze the living skin. 
                                                                     I


Andrew Aulino finished an MFA in 2008 and is currently living in (not to mention planning his escape from) Northeast Ohio.
   
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